I am a big animal lover, the only thing I do not like (besides vet bills) is having to finally put them down to sleep. They are your kids, your lil babies, and you spoil them until they become flat out rotten and obnoxious. As I listed before in the pet section, I have animals, a chocolate chihuaha, Lily thats a pup and a male cat, CeCe that is young.
I have had my favorite animals I had throughout my childhood, but the most cherished is my 19yr old cat Hilde, whom is at my parents home. As I mentioned in one posting in here, she got hit in the head by a vehicle when she was 4, and in the house dragged herself by one paw for about three months. We decided to doctor her back up, fed her through a syringe, now shes now so old and survived this many years being crippled, but very demanding.
My mother stopped by our house today to tell us that they are putting her down tommorow morning, for she is just not making it to the bathroom or anything. She was my cat, but turned into the family cat, got her when I was 9. Since I went off on my own and was traveling, my mom got attached to her. She calls Hilde her other daughter even or my sister

. So tonight I will be going over there for dinner and spend my last time with my Hilde's.
I know it is the right thing to do, but it is so hard to say goodbye to a furry creature that has been your best buddy for so long, especially when its 19yrs. I do not like to see any living thing suffer, but I know it is for the best. I know other animal lovers have gone through this and it sucks
